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Survey of Reactions to Abortion

A total of 260 women participated in this survey. Most questions are answered on a Likert scale between 1 and 5, indicating the range of the subject's agreement or disagreement with a statement regarding a particular reaction to her abortion. Since some women skipped questions that they felt were not applicable to them or that they did not want to answer, or answered in a form that could not be coded, each item is accompanied by a number in parenthesis (N), which indicates the number of women who responded to that question. The percentages given correspond to this (N).

 

Present age: (N = 259); Avg: 32.0 yrs:

<20 20-24 25-29 30-34 35-39 >39
2.7% 11.2% 27.0% 24.3% 23.9% 10.8%

 

Race or ethnic origin: (N = 255):

White

Non-White

92.3%

7.7%

 

State of residence: 

Respondents from 35 states

 

Highest grade completed: (N = 254); Avg: 13.6 yrs

<12

12

13

14

15

16

17

>17

7.5%

40.2%

12.2%

17.7%

1.6%

16.9%

1.2%

2.8%

 

How old were you at the time of your abortion? (N = 257); Avg: 21.5 yrs

<15

15-19

20-24

25-29

30-34

>35

1.9%

40.1%

36.2%

15.6%

4.3%

1.9%

 

Time since abortion, in years (a calculated field): (N = 257) Avg: 10.6 yrs

<6

6-10

11-15

16-20

>20

19.8%

33.1%

31.1%

12.1%

3.9%

  (N) Strongly Disagree       Strongly Agree
My choice to abort was consistent with my prior beliefs about abortion. (254) 36.2% 17.3% 18.5% 16.1% 11.8%
My choice was inconsistent with my prior beliefs. I felt my decision was a betrayal of my own ideals. (248) 12.9% 11.3% 15.3% 14.9% 45.6%
My decision to have an abortion was an agonizing one. (256) 8.4% 11.6% 7.2% 18.5% 54.2%
Prior to my abortion I was a religious person. (259) 16.6% 19.7% 17.0% 26.3% 20.5%
There was a time prior to my abortion when I received professional counseling for emotional or psychiatric difficulties. (248) 59.7% 12.9% 4.0% 10.1% 13.3%
The memory of my abortion has faded with time. (256) 52.0% 22.3% 6.6% 10.2% 9.0%
The memory of my abortion is vividly clear. (255) 8.2% 10.2% 9.8% 25.1% 46.7%
The abortion procedure was painful. (257) 10.9% 8.2% 12.1% 22.2% 46.7%

 

After my abortion, I experienced feelings of:

 

(N)

Strongly Disagree

 

 

 

Strongly Agree

Guilt

(256)

0.4%

2.3%

4.7%

31.3%

61.3%

Depression

(255)

0.4%

3.9%

7.5%

35.7%

52.5%

 

After my abortion, I experienced:

 

(N)

Strongly Disagree

 

 

 

Strongly Agree

Self-hatred

(250)

2.8%

6.8%

13.6%

33.2%

43.6%

Alienation from

(238)

3.4%

20.6%

18.5%

31.9%

25.6%

Inner peace

(237)

63.7%

25.7%

5.5%

2.1%

3.0%

Unforgiveness of self

(258)

1.9%

5.8%

6.6%

31.4%

54.3%

Unforgiveness those involved

(252)

5.6%

15.5%

14.7%

34.9%

29.4%

Having become degraded or debased

(243)

2.1%

12.8%

17.7%

37.4%

30.0%

Having been exploited by others

(243)

2.9%

15.2%

19.3%

30.9%

31.7%

Hatred of those involved

(240)

7.9%

22.5%

22.9%

22.9%

23.8%

Hatred of man who made me pregnant

(249)

15.3%

29.7%

20.1%

16.9%

18.1%

Hatred of all men

(243)

23.0%

33.7%

19.8%

15.2%

8.2%

Fear of punishment from God

(249)

4.4%

12.0%

13.3%

34.9%

35.3%

Fear of harm to my other children

(218)

17.0%

21.6%

12.8%

25.2%

23.4%

Fear of another pregnancy

(245)

13.5%

23.7%

13.9%

25.3%

23.7%

Fear of needing another abortion

(244)

24.2%

28.7%

12.3%

15.2%

19.7%

Fear of touching babies

(246)

24.8%

37.0%

13.0%

13.8%

11.4%

Fear of others learning of abortion

(255)

5.5%

9.4%

8.2%

42.0%

34.9%

Fear of making decisions

(245)

6.9%

21.6%

23.3%

28.2%

20.0%

A compulsion to be a perfect mother

(231)

10.0%

19.0%

21.2%

24.7%

25.1%

An inability to keep jobs

(232)

27.6%

33.6%

14.2%

15.9%

8.6%

A loss of concentration

(236)

8.9%

22.5%

21.2%

29.2%

18.2%

Difficulty in maintaining and developing personal relationships

(246)

9.3%

19.5%

14.2%

30.1%

26.8%

 

After my abortion, I became:

 

(N)

Strongly Disagree

 

 

 

Strongly Agree

Preoccupied with thoughts of death.

(243)

14.4%

29.6%

13.2%

20.6%

22.2%

Preoccupied with thoughts of the child I could have had.

(252)

5.6%

12.7%

10.3%

34.9%

36.5%

Excessively interested in pregnant women.

(243)

21.0%

33.7%

15.2%

17.7%

12.3%

Excessively interested in babies.

(244)

18.9%

28.3%

15.2%

19.3%

18.4%

 

Negative feelings about my abortion became worse:

 

(N)

Strongly Disagree

 

 

 

Strongly Agree

On the due date of the pregnancy.

(238)

10.9%

25.6%

20.6%

21.8%

21.0%

On the anniversary of the abortion.

(235)

11.5%

17.4%

19.6%

26.4%

25.1%

 

After my abortion:

 

(N)

Strongly Disagree

 

 

 

Strongly Agree

I started losing my temper more easily

(245)

5.3%

14.3%

21.2%

35.1%

24.1%

I became more violent when angered

(246)

10.6%

26.4%

15.4%

26.8%

20.7%

I began to drink more heavily

(244)

27.0%

27.5%

9.0%

19.3%

17.2%

 

  (N) Yes No Unsure
If [ you began to drink more heavily ], would you describe yourself as having become an alcoholic? (107) 27.1% 50.5% 22.4%

  

  (N) Strongly Disagree       Strongly Agree
I began to use, or increased my use of drugs (234) 33.8% 20.5% 5.1% 21.4% 19.2%

  

  (N) Yes No Unsure
If [ you began to use, or increased your use of drugs ], would you describe yourself as having become addicted? (106) 25.5% 61.3% 13.2%

  

  (N) Strongly Disagree       Strongly Agree
I underwent a dramatic personality change. (240) 6.7% 15.4% 26.7% 26.7% 24.6%
If so, the change was for the better. (155) 61.3% 18.1% 12.9% 4.5% 3.2%

 

Was your abortion... (N = 251)

Legal?

Illegal?

(Indicated one of each)

92.1%

7.1%

.8%

 

How many abortions have you had? (N = 258)

One

Two

Three

Four or more

73.6%

17.8%

5%

3.5%

 

Marital status at that time: (N = 254)

Single

Married

Engaged

Separated/Divorced

64.6%

15.4%

7.1%

13.0%

 

How many weeks pregnant were you at that time? (N = 247) Avg: 9.6 wks

<5 5-6 7-8 9-10 1l-12 l3-l6 16-20 >20
7.7% 11.7% 28.3% 16.2% 21.1% 10.9% 2.4% 1.6%

 

How many children did you have at that time? (N = 260)

Zero

Qne

Two

Three

Over Three

74.2%

13.8%

8.5%

2.7%

0%

 

What type of abortion procedure was used? (N = 245)

Suction D&C Saline/Prostaglandin Other
80.0% 13.5% 3.7% 2.9%

 

Were you awake during the procedure? (N = 255)

Yes No Unsure
79.6% 18.8% 1.6%

 

Were you given pain killers or anesthetics prior to the operation? (N = 256)

Yes No Unsure
54.7% 32.0% 13.3%

 

Pre and post feeling about abortion:

  (N) Strongly Disagree       Strongly Agree
Prior to my abortion, I believed that abortion was a moral choice. (252) 15.1% 9.1% 36.9% 22.2% 16.7%
I believed abortion should be a legal option for all women. (257) 29.2% 10.1% 24.9% 19.5% 16.3%

 

After my abortion, I experienced feelings of:

  (N) Strongly Disagree       Strongly Agree
Anger (255) 1.2% 9.0% 9.0% 35.7% 45.1%
Sorrow (255) 0.4% 2.4% 5.5% 36.5% 55.3%
Happiness (241) 62.2% 22.4% 7.9% 5.4% 2.1%
Grief (255) 0.8% 5.5% 9.0% 40.8% 43.9%
Bitterness (251) 3.2% 8.8% 13.5% 34.7% 39.8%
Regret (257) 1.9% 3.5% 9.7% 32.7% 52.1%
Rage (245) 9.4% 20.0% 20.4% 21.2% 29.0%
Anguish (245) 02.0% 07.8% 14.3% 37.1% 38.8%
Remorse (254) 1.6% 5.9% 6.3% 41.3% 44.9%
Power (237) 58.6% 23.2% 12.2% 3.8% 2.1%
Despair (245) 2.4% 9.8% 13.9% 35.5% 38.4%
Shame (254) 0.4% 2.8% 5.9% 39.0% 52.0%
Horror (241) 4.6% 13.3% 23.2% 29.0% 29.9%
Unworthiness (254) 1.6% 3.9% 8.7% 33.5% 52.4%
Loneliness (250) 2.0% 6.8% 7.6% 38.4% 45.2%
Hopelessness (247) 2.0% 11.3% 13.4% 32.0% 41.3%
Helplessness (248) 2.0% 14.1% 11.7% 31.5% 40.7%
Self-condemnation (251) 1.2% 2.4% 5.6% 33.9% 57.0%
Liberation (234) 44.4% 25.2% 16.7% 11.5% 2.1%
Rejection (238) 4.6% 10.1% 24.8% 31.1% 9.4%
Confusion (250) 1.2% 6.4% 11.6% 44.4% 36.4%
Anxiety (248) 1.6% 6.5% 10.5% 43.5% 37.9%
Stress (246) 2.0% 14.2% 19.5% 33.3% 30.9%
Withdrawal (245) 2.9% 15.5% 16.7% 33.1% 31.8%
Isolation (241) 3.3% 17.4% 17.4% 31.5% 30.3%
Sexual freedom (235) 40.0% 25.5% 19.1% 11.1% 4.3%

 

After my abortion, I experienced:

  (N) Strongly Disagree       Strongly Agree
Nightmares (241) 16.2% 22.4% 14.9% 28.6% 17.8%
Insomnia (243) 15.2% 25.5% 14.4% 25.5% 19.3%
Flashbacks to the abortion (249) 8.0% 18.1% 10.4% 35.3% 28.1%
Hysterical outbreaks (244) 11.1% 25.4% 12.7% 22.5% 28.3%
Uncontrollable weeping (242) 5.8% 14.5% 9.9% 35.5% 34.3%
Suicidal feelings (244) 12.3% 22.5% 9.4% 24.2% 31.6%
Greater closeness toward my lover (242) 51.7% 29.8% 9.1% 7.0% 2.5%
A loss of self-confidence (249) 2.4% 9.2% 12.9% 38.2% 37.3%
A loss of self-esteem (254) 1.2% 5.9% 10.6% 38.2% 44.1%
A loss of dignity (251) 1.2% 8.0% 10.4% 42.2% 38.2%
A general sense of loss (253) 1.6% 4.3% 7.9% 42.3% 43.9%
Greater self-awareness (237) 36.3% 27.8% 19.0% 11.8% 5.1%
Hallucinations related to abortion (233) 30.0% 41.6% 13.7% 6.9% 7.7%
Eating disorders such as bulimia, anorexia, or binge eating. (241) 22.4% 31.5% 7.5% 20.3% 18.3%
A general sense of emptiness (248) 1.6% 7.7% 7.3% 42.7% 40.7%
A loss of sympathy for others (242) 16.5% 22.7% 21.5% 22.7% 16.5%

 

Negative feelings about my abortion became worse:

  (N) Strongly Disagree       Strongly Agree
During a later pregnancy. (199) 16.1% 18.1% 11.1% 28.6% 26.1%
At the birth of a later child. (200) 19.5% 21.0% 10.5% 23.0% 26.0%
At the time of a later miscarriage. (151) 33.8% 28.5% 10.6% 11.3% 15.9%
When I later tried to get pregnant. (181) 24.3% 24.3% 11.0% 19.9% 20.4%
When exposed to pro-life propaganda. (242) 8.3% 9.9% 5.0% 38.8% 38.0%
When exposed to pro-choice propaganda (227) 10.6% 15.0% 9.3% 31.3% 33.9%
When exposed to information in the mass media about fetal development (239) 7.1% 8.4% 7.9% 34.3% 42.3%

 

After my abortion:

  (N) Strongly Disagree       Strongly Agree
I felt more in touch with my emotions (247) 37.7% 36.4% 14.2% 6.1% 5.7%
I felt a need to block out and stifle my feelings (250) 3.2% 6.8% 10.8% 35.2% 44.0%
I needed to "force" myself to be happy (250) 2.0% 10.8% 17.6% 38.8% 30.8%
I felt unable to grieve (248) 8.5% 17.7% 13.7% 35.1% 25.0%
My attitude toward life became more calloused or hardened (245) 5.3% 11.4% 17.6% 35.5% 30.2%
I felt more in control of my life (244) 41.8% 41.4% 9.4% 3.7% 3.7%
I experienced a radical change in my ideals and moral beliefs. (237) 8.4% 17.7% 29.5% 21.5% 22.8%

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